Thanks for all you concern and replies and I'm real sorry if I sounded like a person who's looking for sympathy because that's the furthest thing from my mind. Just ranting out anger. My biggest problem is I can't take pain medecine because I had 1/2 of my stomach removed years ago and medecines don't work for me so it's just constant pain. Tomorrow I'm getting my knee drained again and getting a shot of cortisone which has helped before. I had to laugh at work today as I have to walk down stairs sideways and some of the eight grade girls thought it was funny and it really is if you look at it that way. Much better mood today and had a great talk with my wife who's the most understanding women I know and without her around for support, I'd be lost. I figured a good meal was do for her so we went out and had a great time last night. Everything looks better the next day.