Dang, Chevy37, I sure hate to hear of you, or anyone, for that matter, having this on them. I sure do hope you can get this better, sooner. That said, I have a favorite quip, and it seems to make me feel better, regardless of the rest of the mess: "Any day vertical is a good one." Every morning I try to remember to be thankful for whatever level of ambulatory I might be; sometimes it takes several short thoughts - "what a pretty sunrise, or man, the birds are sure at it this morning" - but eventually, I get vertical, and say a silent "thanks". I must tell you that you are definitely not alone, although you are dealing with your own situation; and many of us who have big owies will support you if you wish; sometimes it helps to co-miserate with other guys. My e-mail is in my profile; get in touch if you want.