Wow really sorry to hear this. Our dogs are our kids. I worry more about them than most people I know and love. My Pretzel is part Boxer. He keeps me entertained with his companionship. Tiva our female has also wormed her way into my heart. When our last dog had to be put down, it just about did us in, take care, and when your ready give another one a chance. It helps a lot to get over the pain !