Console yourself with the thought that a misspent youth is a thing of joy forever.
My (then prospective) father-in-law told me once that I was 'nothing but a drunken slob'.
She still married me.
And I'm still 'nothing but a drunken slob'.
I just carried on misspending...and will 'til I die.
I'm now in my mid-sixties, and enjoying being above ground.
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