Your first year is the hardest. My first year I got a very low grade in a subject & had to repeat it. I do not believe that I am a smart person nor do I think most people like calculus BUT, if you are persistent in studying more than some on the subjects that are difficult you will make it. My problems inn school was to fall behind a little in my course work....I soon learned that if you hit the books early the subject is a breeze. Calculus is a bitch. If you do not do good repeat it next yr. & you will see how easy it can be.

Once I was working I do not recall ever using calculus again & today most designs are CAD/CAM. One more thing if M.E. is not to your likeing investigate I.E.

What ever you do please do not drop out of college...Don