You know the old saying of being stuck between a rock and a hard spot, that’s where I’m at now. 13 years ago my previous house was new when we bought it, it had 5 years to go on the mortgage, I had to retire and thought it would be nice living in the country. I did like a lot of people who got in over their head but I thought if we conserved and sold a car each year we would be ok, as I had a pretty good collection. Then several things went against us, propane was .79 per gallon at the time, which wasn’t bad. We went from a house that was new when we bought it to an older house. At first I would kid about it being a money pit like the movie but that wasn’t funny after things kept going wrong. The house needs a new roof that I can’t afford; I can’t sell the house without a new roof. It was a mistake getting in over my head but it’s like telling a person who is over weight (you need to loose some weight) or an alcoholic (just stop drinking). If (small word but can be used for the biggest meaning’s) If I could get some of my project cars fixed up a little to go with the original plan, if I could physically stay well enough to do that. We have enough trees, if I could sell the wood that would help. Wood is as high as other sources of heat today. If we could hold on until we could get a new roof we would be ok. Then if I had any more time left in my life I would join the seniors in one of the warm states for sure. I use to tell my wife if I were homeless, I would be homeless in a warm state. Along with the other things that had to be fixed or replaced was the huge windows, we did good by replacing them in the beginning, and at 58 degree’s with the sun coming through the big windows it feels pretty good.Quote:
Originally Posted by techinspector1
There are people a lot worst off then me that had to give up their homes, I’m not throwing in the towel yet, knock on a big piece of wood. I had a good paying job but it was at the expense of my body to many broken bones, and to many surgeries. I don’t feel sorry for myself, just the other night I watched a group of guys, and a lady putting up cell phone towers, and repairing them. A young guy fell over 100 feet to his death, times are tough now but if I can hold on a little longer we will be ok.
My wife just reminded me of why I got here in the first place it is a beautiful place. We have seen newborn baby deer, in the weeds a foot in front of us looking at us, we saw a baby Falcon, and we have seen Red Fox, Silver Fox. When the grandkids come over, they take turns driving down the long driveway. I saw a Yellow Belly Sap Sucker. Blue birds, Orioles, we have wild Turkeys walking by our house I’ve counted 30 at one time. We have black berries, black raspberries. We live in Indiana but when you get inside our property it looks like it could be someplace in Colorado especially when the tall pines are covered with snow. I guess if you look at it one way it’s terrible, or the other way it’s beautiful. Like the glass is it half empty, or half full?
I guess we all should look at what we have and be thankful because it always could be worst!!
Kind of got off the windmill theory but I feel better after techinspector1 replying to me about my complaining.
Richard
