Mooneye777, I feel your pain and am sorry for the kids. 2 years or so ago I started the 34.The reason I started the car was I was bored to no end and my wife took over.She knew I loved cars and told me ,why don't you build another (this is after 40+ yrs. when I built a 32 5/w ) car. I was totally surprised to hear that from her,as she has never really cared that much for cars.I began to think about which car to build.I choose the 34 because my best friend had a 34 when I had the 32 and I liked his car real well.He to died to soon from cancer.As I began to build this car I thought how in the world am I going to get this accomplished.Club Hot Rod came to my rescue.I would ask what I thought were dumb questions and the forum would give the answers I needed,without any flack.I am greatful for all the help they gave me and I am sure you were a big part of it.So my thoughts are with you and I am sure you are needed here.Reevaluate and stay.